Doctors, Bloodwork, Pills, Confusion?

So I went to the doctor yesterday, I just cannot seem to get rid of this stuffy/runny nose. Turns out I have a sinus infection- woo hoo- liquid antibiotics for me, easier on the tummy. I also had some blood drawn since they always seem to want like 2 pints when I am there to check every level in my system from iron to hormones I swear. I like my doctor and all but I am ready to just go once a year and be done like every normal person. Normal- what is that. I have lost 125 pounds and according to my medical chart I am still considered Obese. Fine, I accept that-- Obese or not I need to be happy with who I am. So eventually I am going to be a happy Obese person. Can they add Happy in to my chart too? Yeah well enough of my smart comments. Not much else new here-- the bursts of energy are still coming and I don't mind them at all. I get a lot done after work, but I get so sick of the running around some nights.

I went to look at a few houses on Sunday. I think my mom is freaking out a little bit right now. Friday I decided to apply for two jobs thru my current company that are located down south. Yep about 800 miles away from home that is. She thinks I am full of it but I have my resume updated and I have to complete the application this week. My boss said it never hurt to show interest as well. There is nothing holding me here except family-- I know how important they are in my life but I need to consider me too. Maybe I need a change- maybe that is the feeling of unsettled I get and the panicking every time I look at a house. That is so permanent and grown up. Am I ready for all of that? Am I going to be completely happy in this town the rest of my life? Just another one of the many moods of me. My brothers were able to move ( maybe not without guilt) so why can't I? I worry about my parents but I need to take care of me. We will see what happens- I am trying to be optimistic here. Something has to go right for me this year I hope. Alright a few notes down and I have my head sort of cleared I think. Tonight Honey B and I are off to the Petsmart Howloween party-- should be fun !! Until next time......