Homeless and Burnt out...

What a week...

The deal for my house fell through. Long story and I don't want to go there again. I tried and did everything I could. Back to square one. I know there are other houses out there too but I just cannot think of that right now. I was set on this one and I WAS happy about it.

We are working our tails off at work to meet the cycle deadline, people are tired and burnt out, including me. I try to stay upbeat for my team but even I can feel the drain.

We spend so much time at work in a week that I see these people more than I see my family-- they ARE my friends. I want to trust, but I get burned. I don't get it. I try and people still get pissed off. Again, I don't get it. Anyway, it has been a long week and I will be happy Friday at 5pm. I have plans for the weekend so that will be nice, my parents have out of town company coming who are like family to us.

Anyway....I need some sleep- I need to relax and not stress out. I am so worried about everyone else and having enough time for everyone and everything that it is hard to think of me. But then, I am a failure right now in my heart so I don't want to think about me.

Alright, that's enough. Gotta go.